I love my son. I really do. I couldn’t imagine a life without him (or could I?). But sometimes, just before falling asleep, I ask myself if I would have made a different decision if I had known how I… read more
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o trabalho de hoje
Nos últimos dias pensei muito sobre o tema do trabalho de hoje, também em comparação com o emprego do passado. Eu sempre estava criticando a minha mãe, porque sentia que ela nunca tinha tempo para os seus filhos por causa… read more
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first love(s)
I keep asking myself what or rather who my first love was. Intuitively I would say that it was my first partner, the first person I had a relationship with and shared intimacy. But then I keep thinking: There have… read more
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creating the life we desire
When we are born everything is new. We are overwhelmed by all the colors, images, and sounds of the world we arrived in. Overpowered by all the new exciting things. Everything is possible. Everything is imaginable. But as we grow… read more
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why and how we learn
When we are young we have to learn in order to start becoming more like those around us, meaning, we have to learn how to walk, how to talk, eat, etc. These are necessary acquirements. As we grow older and… read more
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kids – do I want kids? why do people want children?
“Do I want kids? “ I ask myself sometimes. 2 Years ago I would have said: absolutely. But now I am not so sure anymore. For so many people, including my mom, their kids become their only hobby. They don’t… read more
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attachments, family and friends
In the last year, I started to believe that attachments are not beneficial for one’s personal freedom, experiences, and development. My mom used to tell me that family is really important because family always sticks together. I never understood that…. read more
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why do our priorities shift from friendship to relationship?
The book I am currently reading contains the story of a friendship, which reminds me of a relationship I once had to my childhood best friend. Unfortunately, we started drifting apart in the last couple of years, because our conceptions… read more
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love – being in love – falling out of love – …
Love. Being in love. It´s weird. Everywhere you go, love (and I mean romantic love) is presented as one of the most amazing, valuable and beautiful things that exist. But is it really? From my experience love makes you blind…. read more
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heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / …?
Today I saw this really pretty girl in the subway. She had dark brown walnut-shaped eyes, nice full nude-colored lips and a piercing in her left nostril. Her dark brown hair was at shoulder-length, her skin was tanned and looked… read more
