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The purpose and obstacles of life

Sometimes I ask myself why I am actually living. For what and for whom? I am going to die at the end anyway, so why even bother trying to live the perfect life? It’s all for nothing in the end anyway, right? I am so exhausted. Mentally exhausted. I...

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Changing opinions

Life is strange. You can suddenly change from one state of mind into another. In one moment, you can have one opinion and thought about life, and in another, you suddenly leave that behind and take a totally different point of view. But that moment, that exact moment of...

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What we focus on around us

Yesterday I was watching a movie and I became aware of what I was thinking or rather what I was paying attention to at the moment. I was observing the professions the people had in the movie, their perspectives, motivations, goals, ideas about life, and analyzed those, trying to...

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Who are you? Who am I?

Changing, growing, and working on yourself I consider really important. Not just accepting everything as it is but thinking about how you want your life and yourself to be and creating this life and this person. But is there a limit to how much is too much? Because always...

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Change, growth, habits

I hear people saying all the time that change and changing is mostly very difficult, especially when it comes to habits. A lot of the times these are older people claiming that because they have lived so long having certain habits; it is therefore a lot harder for them...

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Negativity

For a long time, I’ve been noticing how negative most people are. People seem to have forgotten how to talk and focus on the good things in life. That’s almost not surprising because nowadays all we get informed about in the news and on the radio are the problems...

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A different perspective

I love my son. I really do. I couldn’t imagine a life without him (or could I?). But sometimes, just before falling asleep, I ask myself if I would have made a different decision if I had known how I feel now. Trapped. Entangled in the threads of my...

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O trabalho de hoje

Nos últimos dias pensei muito sobre o tema do trabalho de hoje, também em comparação com o emprego do passado. Eu sempre estava criticando a minha mãe, porque sentia que ela nunca tinha tempo para os seus filhos por causa do seu emprego. Agora obviamente entendo melhor porque ela...

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First love(s)

I keep asking myself what or rather who my first love was. Intuitively I would say that it was my first partner, the first person I had a relationship with and shared intimacy. But then I keep thinking: There have been 3 people in my life, I would say...

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Creating the life we desire

When we are born everything is new. We are overwhelmed by all the colors, images, and sounds of the world we arrived in. Overpowered by all the new exciting things. Everything is possible. Everything is imaginable. But as we grow older and older our environment, the society, and the...

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Thoughts, opinions & quotes

„For there is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.”

-Shakespeare