journal

I can be who I want to be. But who (what kind of person) and how do I want to be (perceived by others)? And if I can choose who and how I am, who am I really? Aren’t we… read more

Feelings are frightening. At least they are to me. Two years ago, I was so afraid of any negative emotions that I shut off and repressed all of them. That happened somewhat unconsciously, and partly consciously. It started when I… read more

My view, my mind, my consciousness zoomed out further and further and I saw the world and life from above, from the outside, completely demure and neutral. And I became aware of how we get lost in everyday life. Totally… read more

Why is it, that speaking in a different language makes me a totally different person (even if I don’t speak the language perfectly fluent)? Talking in different languages changes the way I feel, influences my vocabulary choices, alters my humour,… read more

Life is strange. You can suddenly change from one state of mind into another. In one moment, you can have one opinion and thought about life, and in another, you suddenly leave that behind and take a totally different point… read more