Feelings are frightening. At least they are to me. Two years ago, I was so afraid of any negative emotions that I shut off and repressed all of them. That happened somewhat unconsciously, and partly consciously. It started when I… read more
self improvement
Over the last couple of years, I have been reading many books and watching a lot of videos about self-improvement. About how to optimize one’s life, become one’s true self, become who one wants to be, how to attract wealth,… read more
feelings are confusing
Why are romantic relationships so important to us? Why is it, that for most people, an intimate relationship with another person is one of the most important goals to reach, one of the most desirable things in life? What is… read more
different language, different personality?
Why is it, that speaking in a different language makes me a totally different person (even if I don’t speak the language perfectly fluent)? Talking in different languages changes the way I feel, influences my vocabulary choices, alters my humour,… read more
the purpose and obstacles of life
Sometimes I ask myself why I am actually living. For what and for whom? I am going to die at the end anyway, so why even bother trying to live the perfect life? It’s all for nothing in the end… read more
changing opinions
Life is strange. You can suddenly change from one state of mind into another. In one moment, you can have one opinion and thought about life, and in another, you suddenly leave that behind and take a totally different point… read more